Better a big muscular woman or a small weak man?
TRANSFORMER, the true transgender story of a muscled power lifter undergoing a sex change operation offers an unique perspective on the transgendered community and how each transition is unique to the person transitioning. Janae (aka Matt) Kroc was as masculine as you can be prior to her transition, a world record powerlifter renowned for her masculinity. When she transitioned, she struggled with remaining true to her passions as a powerlifter while wanting to become more feminine. The film illustrates a lesson that transitioning doesn’t mean leaving one person behind to become another – so audiences should be prepared to be taking for quite the ride.
Krocs’s personal and family are also on display. Kroc bears all his secrets. He admits to the origin of his power weightlifting. He was bullied as a very young boy and never liked to be in that position. After getting bigger. no one would mess with him. That is until he started dressing up as a female.
The film follows not only Kroc through his weight lifting exhibitions and contests, but also through his personal life. He is shown swimming with his three boys in the house pool. He informs the audience that his wife would not allow him to dress in front of her or the children. Unlike his children, she never understood or gave him a chance, which means it best if they separated. The children speak highly of their cross-dressing father, saying that everyone should be able to do what he or she wants.
It is indeed sad to see that there are still people in the world who are unacceptable of gays or people who are different in general. A moving while disturbing segment shows protesters during an LGBT march. These people carry just awful and nasty signs like LGBT (Let God Burn Them) and HOMO Sex is Sin. Well, Kroc has admitted earlier in the film that he is still attracted to females and not men. One really nasty sign reads” Get AIDs yet?” What is wrong with these people? Why is there a need to be plain nasty? After that segment, the camera then focuses on Kroc back in male clothes. One certainly gains a new respect for this man – one who is able to stand up for what he believes and to challenge all the unacceptable idiots in the world, who are the ones who should burn in hell. Kroc is also shown boding with other transgender power lifters. They share their emotions and experiences in a very sensitive moment.
But one can tell the film is short of material. Director Del Monte inserts Krocs’ pumping training sessions as filler.
TRANSFORMER turns out to be everything a solid documentary should be – a well. made doc on an intriguing subject based on a character that inspires and teaches, an one who will persevere despite all odds. The doc opens the audiences eyes to the good and the bad. The good being that here are still people that are giving and understanding like Kroc’s children and the bad or very bad, the homophobic who are bullies, idiots and just plain nasty people. The film premiered at Hot Docs 2018 and it is rewarding to see this well deserving piece get a full wide distribution. A film that celebrates man’s diversity and one that demands to be seen, if not for just one transgender’s personal fight against all odds – a case of the underdog winning in a sort of feel-food documentary.
Trailer: : https://vimeo.com/233416373